put all
that is temporary;
the demands
the outsiders
the threats
in the air
let the wind blow it all away
Keep yourself and breathe
put all
that is temporary;
the demands
the outsiders
the threats
in the air
let the wind blow it all away
Keep yourself and breathe
Dry your eyes baby girl
do not let your energy
leave your body through tears
that you cry for them
One day
you will cry of pure relieve
all the struggle will leave your body
you will not look back
you will move forward
by leaning on time
I am slowly learning to love myself
one day I will welcome myself back
no more will I rely on the love of others
Confidence is…
listening to yourself and not them
I long for a hug covered in sweet warmth and understanding
to take away my blue anxiety and make it green again
make my blue anxiety, a place of growth, green hope
hold me close and stop time for me
right now everything is going so fast
my tongue wants to say the deep thoughts to strangers
they who do not have care for me but have wide grins
so stop me and stop time from pushing me
a hug and someone that makes my back a bit softer
less scarred from the things they throw at me
someone that does not know the entire horror story
but feels the atmosphere of my being
find a loved one and ask for a hug
When you taste my tears
you will feel my soul
When I rely on others I fall outside of myself
When the rain is crashing down on you
and you are gasping for he air between the drops
this is how I feel whenever I get told news
that does not offer me the sun
When you see me know that my lungs
are filled halfway with water
When you are ready to come into my life
with the baggage of your life
know that my sensitivity is on high
and your stress will become mine
No matter how sincere you are
I may have to say no
and walk away into my own sun
will you dance in my rain?
or bathe underneath her sun?